Queen of Hearts

i know its been a short duration, but i have never felt so wanted in my life. my biggest fear is feeling unappreciated for what i do... its because of my past experiences and the fickleness of some people's minds that have brought this fear in me. I told myself not to give too much but then again, i cant stop being who i am... but right now... i feel like im being in love for the first time again.





i know this sounds dramatic, but i always have a way with words and feelings. i always put my feelings into words, never fearing what other people might think of me. with each passing day, as i get to know her more, the more i find that im falling more and more of her... even when i work, i think of her. never knowing what tomorrow might bring, i still want to care and love her. i tell myself "live life as if its the last day that you'll be on earth". do you all know how it feels again to have your first love? im sure everyone does, at a certain point in their lives. truth be told, i am actually feeling it right now, despite having years and years of experiences.





with her, i just couldnt care so much about what i have been hurt about in the past. with her, i just wanna live a new love and feel brand new again. im not exaggerating this but this is how i feel deep down inside of me.





"life is to short to worry about so many things"





ps:I love you...