Wednesday, November 26, 2008

Walls Mini Poppers Mr.Mini Roadshow

I have been workin for the past few months with a road show... and the sad thing is that i have to wear this mascot every weekend.. some say that it looks huge, round and cute and yet some say it's terrifying, if you guys live around KL and go to outlets such as Giant, Carrefour and Juscos, im sure you will come across it...

Tadaaaa... cute hor, hor...

the reason that this thing drains me is that it weighs 10kgs and and there are only 3 supports, the head, and the shoulders. the only place you can see where you are going are the eyes of this lil, i mean huge monster. but the eyes are not eye level as i need to take my head off the head support and move forward to have a better view so i dont walk straight into children, so this factor minus it down to 2 supports. And so, now im typing with a sore shoulder.

Dum dee dum dum....

And the kids i tell you, they go crazy... some comes over and shakes my hand and some likes to bully me as they push me around and pull and etc. PARENTS!! CONTROL YOUR CHILDREN!! but the parents just stands aside smiling as their children torture me from the inside out -__-"

but once in a while i come across children who are very nice and polite. they give me hugs, they kiss my hand and say hi, they pet me(woff woff). and at times i scare the hell out of some kids. they spot me from far, staring at me sitting in their trolleys and as i walk closer, they shrug, and closer, they....... CRY!!! scary nia...

angarde!! Mr.Mini the swash buckler!!

but as some kids bully me, i bully them back to... MUAHAHAHA!! i grab them and pull their hands into the mascot or i get hold of the styrofoam sword and scare the hell out of them... MUAHAHAHA!!!

wat u lookin at? i jab you i tell you!!

but overall, its been hell and heaven at the same time.(most of it hell) i've had fun, and now i know how hard is it to become a bloody mascot. now i know not to bully them..... too much...


be good ar... dont jab arrr

Tidaaaakkkk... mini, tidaaakkk. bukan sayaaaaa....

Friday, November 21, 2008

Is This All a Joke?

it has been a rough week for me... or so to say, the whole month has been shitty for me.

i had to work everyweek on this road show which takes up so much of one's energy, that you might think you signed up a pact with the devil. working for 2 days on this road show needs you to take 3 days rest.( yes its that bad)

then the relationship i had with her was on a rocky road south, i pulled up all the positiveness from me to hope that it'll go through... but it went downhill and ended. i never though it will come to this, or have i been so blinded? but nonetheless, it couldnt have been worse when everything comes crashing down.

after that, of all my stupidity and carelessness, i lost my friend's PSP. he was ok with it and i promised to get him a new one, but i still feel bad as i lost something that doesnt belong to me. he said he is ok and he is ok, but i still feel bad. but thats not all...

as if it werent bad enough, as if god wanted to play a little game of sadness, i had a quarrel with my best friend. my best friend of 13 years, my buddy and my bro. with all these happening, i broke down twice, as i dont break down often and its not easy for me to break down but i did. so dear someone up there... if you wanted to see me cry, yes, you have done a great job, a superb job in fact.

within a week, i had to lose a girl i love, lose my friend's psp(money$$$) and to also lose my best friend... how bad could it be?

but after all, i have to thank Benjamin Chan(the friend whom i lost his PSP) for taking me out and allowing yourself to spend some time with me(work stuff and yum cha)... i really feel greatfull to you...

p/s: God, you know i love you. I hope this rainy season ends soon.

Bila yang tertulis untukku
Adalah yang terbaik untukmu
Kan kujadikan kau kenangan
Yang terindah dalam hidupku
Namun takkan mudah bagiku
Meninggalkan jejak hidupku
Yang tlah terukir abadi
Sebagai kenangan yang terindah

-Kenangan Terindah by Samsons-

Sunday, November 16, 2008

The End

Enough Said... Its Over

Friday, November 14, 2008

Shifting Sands/Falling Like a Rock...(emo)

Think what you readers want to think, this is just how i feel in side right now... this moment.. thats all...

No matter what I do, no matter how i smile, no matter how i go crazy and joke and laugh, I feel heavy inside...

I dont find any use of me being around anywhere, anytime, anyday...

It doesnt feel the same as things change, people change, times change...

I feel lost, empty and hopeless...

Doesnt it matter to people that now is the present? That the present is where we are?

Like a rock i fall hard, falling hard on my knees...

Am I the saint or the devil?

I thought laughter brings on laughter, and smiles brings on smiles...

Is it to tell, is so hard and to listen, is so easy?

waiting and waiting for this moment to pass...

Everything by Lifehouse

Find Me Here
Speak To Me
I want to feel you
I need to hear you
You are the light
That's leading me
To the place where I find peace again.

You are the strength, that keeps me walking.
You are the hope, that keeps me trusting.
You are the light to my soul.
You are my're everything.

How can I stand here with you and not be moved by you?
Would you tell me how could it be any better than this?

You calm the storms, and you give me rest.
You hold me in your hands, you won't let me fall.
You steal my heart, and you take my breath away.
Would you take me in? Take me deeper now?

How can I stand here with you and not be moved by you?
Would you tell me how could it be any better than this?
And how can I stand here with you and not be moved by you?
Would you tell me how could it be any better than this?

Cause you're all I want, You're all I need
You're everything,everything
You're all I want your all I need
You're everything, everything.
You're all I want you're all I need.
You're everything, everything
You're all I want you're all I need, you're everything, everything.

And How can I stand here with you and not be moved by you?
Would you tell me how could it be any better than this?
How can I stand here with you and not be moved by you?
Would you tell me how could it be any better than this?

Thursday, November 6, 2008

Seasons Change

She made my day today, even if it only was for an hour... i bought an elmo puppet on sunday during work. it was a random gesture, as i passed by the stall and i saw this big,round and read head with eyes bulging and glaring back at me... instantly i stopped on my feet. i asked my colleagues to hang on. i picked it up and to my disbelief, its an elmo puppet! i asked for the price and tried it on my hands... and the first thing that came to mind was " she will definitely love this, and this i can use to cheer her up..."

this was exactly how it looked back at me "elmo wants to go home with you"

i told the man to hang on to it, i will come back after my lunch... and throughout lunch i was think only thinking about her and how to make her smile(at that time, longed for her smile). after lunch, i bought it, plaved with it, and amused myself (yes, i can amuse myself)

after work was done, we all went back on the same car, and i was sitting in the front passenger seat playing with the elmo and other road users... i used the elmo to say hi on this guy driving a satria, and he laughed, smiled, and gave me a thumbs up when he drove off... if this thing can make random people smile and laugh, im sure it will do the same to her...
for the past few days.. i tried my best to hold back on contacting her as to give her space for the "time out" but i cant help but to feel my heart becoming heavier and heavier(its that feeling you get when you miss someone so much but yet you cant tell her) i spoke to her online a few times trying to shut down the mushy side of my brain... it was like winter for me(i know it wasnt easy on her either)

cold sia... brrrr....

then i wanted to pass her the puppet today, but she wasnt at her room so i thought, if it wasnt meant to be today, it wasnt meant to be... then i went to a cyber cafe to play some DOTA adn halfway trough, Danush came walking to me saying "Oi, ur gf outside la... she at the malay makan shop there"(and he was loud, as always^^)
i went out immediately, left my game there and just walked out to see her... the moment i saw her, my heart dropped(yes it did, i had to bend over to pick it up) then the hug she gave me.. my heart vapourised... it was that warm.. i went to the car to pass her the elmo, she was shocked... and we had dinner with her friends... after dinner she wanted me to send her back, and that time my brain was thinking "i still cant be too mushy, but its good enough she still held my hands"... we stopped in front of her hostel, and then we hugged...exchanged misses and kisses on the cheeks. after a while... she whispered to me " I want you back". i was happy but suprised, so i kept my cool and said "you sure" then the reply was "yes".

instantly, i turned into a slush of warm liquid(as in i melted la, so guys, no dirty thoughts pls) and hugged her like there was no tomorrow...

in short, she made my day, she made winter turn into spring, she made me warm again...

my heart blossoms

-Dying for just another moment And I'm just dreaming Counting the ways to where you are- Five For Fighting

Saturday, November 1, 2008

Patrick says Hi...

Im sitting right here with patrick. He tells me to tell you that he said hi... both he and I misses you... I know you have to go to Ipoh tomorrow, so both Patrick and i wishes you a safe trip and hopes your troubles away.. We shall pray for your safe passage thru and fro... Hope that you have fun there^^
Duh... Hi!!
I shall wait my dear, for both your returns...
"Teringat di saat kita tertawa bersama,
Ceritakan semua di tangkipkan."-Peter Pan-